So another year passes and I’m still very much alive and kicking. What am I going to do in this coming year? Well for a start I need to make sure I pass the exams I have to sit in January. Believe me I’m really worried about them. I’ve not sat A level exams since 2004, yes it’s been that long but hell I need to get a degree if I’m going to get a job that doesn’t pay minimum wage.

I guess there is one things that I do every year. I make some more new year’s resolutions. We shall see how many I manage to keep over the course of the year.

Resolution 1: Loose weight

My idea  ideal weight 10st (140lb) or 63kg to those who prefer metric. I’m a fat heavy lump at the moment weighing in at about 17st (240lb) 109kg

Resolution 2: Sort my spiritual side out

I’m not going to go into details. Lets just say I seriously need to sort it out.

Resolution 3: Be true to myself

Given who and what I am, there are times when I feel I need to hide my true self and conform to what people want me to be or expect me to be. It’s time that stopped, because in the end hiding away only causes more pain. Long term pain for a short term gain so to speak, well that’s not going to be happening any more. I am who I am, like it or lump it. I’m sick of having to try and change for people.

Which of these three will I keep? Which of these will fall at the wayside? Only time will tell.

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